i’m making dinner for lindsay and beeb :) can’t wait to have people over. just back from a drink with olly and then a gig later on hopefully in hackney!
get-busy-living-now: I like shisha a lot =) :)
You’re not bored, you’re boring.
brightprospects: It’s a friends birthday, a friend I really care about. I want to make them an emergency box of things, a box they can open when they’re sad and take different things out that will make them happier. I have a few ideas of in-jokes and other personal things, but you creative people out there please inbox me suggestions, i want this to be special :) I LOVE THIS IDEA! Got to...
don’t care how much of a dick i sound like but Jack I really miss you. I know that I always say it and I call you all the time on skype and constantly tell you that I miss you but that’s because I really want you to understand how much I love you. I’m sorry it gets annoying and that nothing ever comes of it but I want you to know that my life would be significantly better if you...
so i got that fucking essay submitted. it made me feel really shit because i had all this incentive to learn, then i come back to an essay i wasn’t aware about in a subject that i literally have no notes or readings on and i had to create it in like 4 DAYS. it made me feel crap coz instead of being able to do extra studying and working on the other essays and tutorial readings i had to do...
my mum gave me some money, i love her. but we won’t tell father..
yeeeee thanks bebeh, momentary mind fuck up :) i’m feeling better now though <3 hope you’re goooood!
sitting with Ragu - my shisha
…and life is good because you always have choices, it’s not even just about how you decide to see the day when you wake up in the morning, you have a choice every second either to ignore your true feelings - or face them head on and feel better after to see life negatively or from a pessimistic viewpoint - or see every second as an opportunity to do something that makes you feel...
i can’t afford anything, fucking hell. i’m in a better place now, after i told kate that i hate seeing her haha. life goes on, init.
i want to hide this side of me, it must be so weird to look at. having a panic attack, trying to be really quiet, whilst you’re sleeping next to me and all i want to do is wake you up so that you can tell me it’s ok. but i don’t want you to see what a mess i am. why the fuck does this always creep up on me. i can’t see Kate tomorrow. i don’t want to talk to her.
yesterday me, theo and afshin were chilling in my flat with shisha and turkish delight and we started talking about our future. Afshin said he wanted to be married by the time he was 31 and i got really freaked out because it seems so…final…like, putting a deadline on something like that seems so terrifying because surely you’d be so disappointed if you don’t reach it?...
back from rome! pictures and details soooon
get-busy-living-now asked: Nice jacket shexy! you is looking fly!
words are interesting
Panpsychism - belief that all nature is physical i like learning new words haha i’m procrastinating so bad
ahhh i love people! people are fantastic!
Reality is a tax on the imagination. - ความสมจริงเป็นภาษีเกี่ยวกับจินตนาการ
He that will not reason is a bigot; he that cannot reason is a fool; he that...– William Drummond (via godlessquotes)
can’t handle more than 7 hours sleep
get-busy-living-now: ‘Continuous effort - not strength or intelligence - is the key to unlocking our potential’ Winston Churchill love this
Chosen my next Intro to Study of Religions essay title, going to write about religious experience referring specifically to enlightenment in Zen Buddhism
saw my dad today and he met Theo and it was very nice and chilled :) bought myself some University of London trackies coz i’m cool like that and had a tutorial where me and my friend Olly sat and youtubed a bunch of fail videos. Productive. Met Theo for a tesco trip and then made pesto pasta which was lovely. I’ve left him now because he was watching Lost in french without...
all i do in my lectures is sit here and stalk everyone i’m following