April 2012
294 posts
I SHOULD NOT BE DOING THIS DEGREE
aheadfilledwithelsewhere:
I do so badly in essays
I need to do better, now!
weird
the more I allow myself, the less I want to. HEALTH
I think…kinda…sorta…yeah
potentially got 2 years to fix myself good n proper
yay!
i love jack
love jack i do
fuck
I can’t help it. it’s so fun.
maybe i’ll do it when i’m alone
last night
was really nice, went to a gig where my three buddies were playing (including future flatmate, Henry) they were awesome. Had a couple of ciders and chilled and had a lovely conversation with other future flatmate, Elena.
Then Robin, Alice and Sam came back to the studio (den) and we squeezed inside and precariously had shisha. They’re all wonderful company and I really want to live on a...
also
i hated how worried kate sounded. it’s scary; “ellie i’m worried about you physically…and emotionally.” she’s never worried about my emotions because i talk about that openly to her
it’s because she’s worried where they’re going.
me too, except not where they’re going…when they’ll end.
she
was right
if you were here
hmm
postcards are more exciting than letters, i’m gonna start writing postcards instead
just noticed
that whatever i think seems to be wrong
1) i miss the countryside and i’m not actually a long-term london girl
- no actually you’re uncomfortable with yourself, not where you are, but you are unable to see that, so you trick yourself into thinking you’re looking for a comfortable place rather than a comfortable mind.
2) i want to recover
- you don’t want to...
i miss
fields
weather in the countryside
trees
space
animals
quiet
gardens
would you be that person?
whatareyou
whose arms
